a mame is the multiple arcade machine emulator because i kinda wanna stay up late n play shadows over mystara and maybe dodonpachi
ohhhhh nothinmuch boywitch
im about to go buy a zona and then maybe install MAME
seems like that kind of summer night u know??
im a elf. actually. so.
ask me whatever ask me what u gotta or wanna know
ask me a number i’ll say somethin
ask me a emoji
go fuckin ham
will always be in late august of 2008 while havin moved into my apt before any of my other roommates
spending a whole afternoon reading jchastain’s Lion Man comics in a crappy old bruegger’s bagels on church street in burlington on stolen wifi.
please watch this video please watch this video please watch this video please watch this entire fucking god damn video
Listen my friend I am sorry you are feeling so shitty and I should tell you somethin: although I have had some extremely shitty and hopeless and sad moments in my life, I have never experienced depression or considered suicide. So I cannot fully understand what you might be feeling like I can’t fully understand what anyone else is ever feeling. But I think you’re great and here is a Frank O’Hara quote that sort of maybe does a better job of explaining why I feel the way I do about living than I have ever been able to internally explain or acknowledge:
“If life were merely a habit, I should commit suicide; but even now, more or less desperate, I cannot but think, ‘Something wonderful may happen.’ It is not optimism, it is a rejection of self-pity (I hope) which leaves a loophole for life… I merely choose to remain living out of respect for possibility. And possibility is the great good”
If suicide is something you are seriously considering than there are hotlines like 1-800-273-TALK available also.
And if you want to talk more I am always available. I hope things get so much better for you so soon.